Reblog if you fucked up 2017 but are gonna be thin in 2018.
We may be starting the year as fatasses.
But we are gonna leave 2018 as skinny bitches.
Reblog if you fucked up 2017 but are gonna be thin in 2018.
But we are gonna leave 2018 as skinny bitches.
I shouldn’t be laying here, crying, and having a mental breakdown because I want to eat. I want to eat. But I don’t. My brain says no. I have to be skinny. I want to be skinny. I need to be skinny.
Eating disorders are rarely ever portrayed accurately on tv. They aren’t just skipping lunch one day or thinking a certain outfit makes you look fat. It starts out simple and innocent, until one day it’s not. It goes from throwing up because you ate so much food you got sick, to becoming addicted to the way your stomach feels emptier after getting rid of the food in it. It goes from restricting a normal amount of food, to crying because you ate twice in one day. Eating disorders are not pretty. It’s grades slipping because you don’t have the energy to study and you can’t concentrate in class because the only thing you’re thinking about is how you can get through dinner tonight without eating. It’s ruining friendships because you cancel every plan you make, terrified it’ll involve eating. It’s not having any consistency in your life. Some days you’ll eat and not feel guilty. Other days you’ll want to tear your skin apart after one bite. It’s knowing you need help but not having the first clue how to ask for it
because how can you ask someone else for help when you aren’t even sure you want it?
When other people see me…what happens? Am I normal sized? Thin? Thick? Large? Do they not even consider size?
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I love bruises. I don’t know why and I don’t know if I always have but I do. I think theyre so aesthetically pleasing. I want lil bruises all over my body. Ones I have no idea where they came from. I will be thin and the bruises will look so beautiful on my body
“I need to be thin, it’s okay”
“Are you crazy?! You’re hurting yourself! E A T ”
